9/15

We poke holes - girls rituals

Hello neocities! It’s been ever so long since I released a diary post. I’m very excited to be active again to say the least! What’s been happening in my life since I was last active on neocities? Both too much and not enough.. I graduated, still don’t have a job because I’m perpetually ignored for some strange reason, I’ve barely spent time out of my house but also learning so many life lessons on my own. For months I battled with (what I call, at least) an untreated psychosis episode, and am processing my knowledge through the revival of my neocities website. This was an idea I’ve had for quite some time, but had to wait until I felt that I could bear the weight of coming to terms with my real self.


I have bigger happenings in my life, but for now I just want to stay on track with my smaller joys. I've been on a multiple day journey to start my bone collection X) One day I was quite upset so I went to walk on the railroad tracks near my house.. where I found multiple piles of bones! The next day I went again to pick them up with the right supplies.. there was an incident as I was on call with a couple of my friends: I was walking back the other way to go home, and I heard the choo-ing of a train.. though I was ON the railroad tracks, I didn't put two and two together until the train was closer to my vision.. it was not too close, as I was able to escape (falling while doing so which made my audio cut out and I scared my friends half to death after saying "Oh there's a train").. My Bad. Do not use your phone while engaging in risky behavior.
Right now my bones are in the process of degreasing (Some are still decomposing, which means they need to stay in the bucket of warm water which I need to refill repeatedly until the water is clear) after I scrubbed all of them with a toothbrush for several hours.. which was Very Fun!! I wish I were better able to figure out what animals the bones are from, but I'm afraid I am Not good at that type of thing.