a place

I live in a place that no one sees,
In my mind I see clearly
That I’m someone else

My body convulses
And bleeds
Knowing I’m trapped everywhere
But my mind

Blank stares and broken down irreparable
It will all be okay, but I don’t feel so
I have a feeling I do not belong here

My body stopped being mine,
When I felt it was weighed down for people
Who wanted it to be

I live in a place that no one sees
I’m stuck in time and I don’t know why
But in this place I am me

This is not a feeling, it is a memory
My veins remember another life
Inside of myself that I cannot reach

No one understands this memory
I do not belong in this place